Saturday, January 25, 2014

Feeling Broken... Again

Round 2 of Clomid... it was a bust. My period came today and yet again I am not pregnant. I tried not to be sad about it, but of course I am. I had lots of pregnancy symptoms this month, which I know is most likely caused by my increased progesterone. My body is not used to is being this high because of the Clomid. That causes the symptoms. I KNOW this. And yet, I get my hopes every time, only to have them bleed out of me.

This cycle hit DanRo hard too. I sometimes forget that it's not just me that gets upset. He wants to be a dad just as bad as I want to be a mom. Since most of our infertility issues have been problems with me so far, I forget that it hurts him too.


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